Sunday, September 20 / 10:20 PM
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Late last week Mon and I had a misunderstanding. It's becoming a trend actually, that later in the week we fight and make tampo because of the silliest things. But we realized it just happens because of that frustrating part that no matter how much we would want to be with each other, we just can't, well, not as often as we used to. Things are becoming different. Since he started his duty in NKTI (National Kidney and Transplant Institute) early this month, we can no longer afford to have those late night conversations simply because our schedules won't allow us to. What used to be weekend dates turned out to be once a week dates because of other obligations he has to attend to. And then I realized, I'm happy for him. I'm happy that he has a life of his own. That's him, this is me. No one changes the other and no one pulls out the other one from the life he/she previously lived before this relationship started. And the good thing is, by the end of the week, seeing each other doesn't become an obligation but more of a need. :)
And today, he made me feel like he couldn't get enough of me. And that's just the best feeling in the world... :)
And today, he made me feel like he couldn't get enough of me. And that's just the best feeling in the world... :)
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Ikai Wong
Over You - Daughtry
Sunday, August 16 / 12:07 AM
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this i like!!! love you hun!!! hmmuah~
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3:52 AM, August 27, 2009
I love you too hun! Muah!
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Ikai, at
11:29 PM, September 20, 2009
Uber wonderful lyrics. Talk about having gone through hell, hardly surviving every single day. Anyway, the lyrics just wow-ed me. Forgive me, I know this is so last year.
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
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Ikai Wong
It gets more random this time
Thursday, August 6 / 10:18 PM
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* I am terribly sick as of this writing. I have fever, colds and cough. I wasn't able to go to work yesterday, damn. Bye-bye 10k.
* It's amazing how deeply bothered people are with Cory Aquino's death. I just can't help regretting the fact that we could have done more in expressing our appreciation to her and all that she has done for the country when she was still alive. Or maybe, it's just human nature that we don't miss the water until the well runs dry.
* I just realized I barely could finish writing a sentence because of my running nose.
* Going back to Cory Aquino's interment ceremonies yesterday, I wonder how she would've felt seeing all those people flock the streets as they eagerly waited for her funeral cortege. Obviously, "mirons" were present everywhere. If it had been an issue of sincerity though, I don't know how many people would have been present in the streets.
* Ever felt the feeling when you want to spill all your secrets, as in hold nothing back? I am in that mood right now. And I know I'd still have to watch every little thing that I say because I still believe in my mystery.
* I seriously want to go to the bathroom. It's prolly because of the ice cream I just ate a few hours ago. But it's free, so why bother.
* Okay now I'm bothered, masakit na talaga tiyan ko.
* I don't know why, but... Okay I must keep my mystery.
* I had the weirdest dream last night. Don't even ask me to tell what it was about.
* I think I'm getting used to random entries on this blog lately and I don't think it's a good sign. I must still try to practice what I've learned all four years of my college life even though I've been mostly dealing with numbers in my job.
* Who would have thought I would end up in Payroll when I considered Math as my mortal enemy.
* I'm off now. Another day has ended.
* It's amazing how deeply bothered people are with Cory Aquino's death. I just can't help regretting the fact that we could have done more in expressing our appreciation to her and all that she has done for the country when she was still alive. Or maybe, it's just human nature that we don't miss the water until the well runs dry.
* I just realized I barely could finish writing a sentence because of my running nose.
* Going back to Cory Aquino's interment ceremonies yesterday, I wonder how she would've felt seeing all those people flock the streets as they eagerly waited for her funeral cortege. Obviously, "mirons" were present everywhere. If it had been an issue of sincerity though, I don't know how many people would have been present in the streets.
* Ever felt the feeling when you want to spill all your secrets, as in hold nothing back? I am in that mood right now. And I know I'd still have to watch every little thing that I say because I still believe in my mystery.
* I seriously want to go to the bathroom. It's prolly because of the ice cream I just ate a few hours ago. But it's free, so why bother.
* Okay now I'm bothered, masakit na talaga tiyan ko.
* I don't know why, but... Okay I must keep my mystery.
* I had the weirdest dream last night. Don't even ask me to tell what it was about.
* I think I'm getting used to random entries on this blog lately and I don't think it's a good sign. I must still try to practice what I've learned all four years of my college life even though I've been mostly dealing with numbers in my job.
* Who would have thought I would end up in Payroll when I considered Math as my mortal enemy.
* I'm off now. Another day has ended.
Labels: cory aquino, job, random, secrets
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Ikai Wong
When it gets random
Sunday, July 26 / 11:02 PM
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A few updates about what's going on in my life right now...
- I think I don't know how to write anymore. I think this has something to do with the job I have right now, the passion I wanted to pursue ever since and the huge disparity between the two. You know numbers aren't exactly my kind of thing.
- There are no real big deal disappointments about my job as of this writing, but then, I said as of this writing. Who knows, tomorrow may be a big disappointment. Haha.
- My fingers smell like pizza. As in, Pizza Hut pizza. I had burger steak for dinner. The pizza? I don't know where my fingers got the smell.
- I am really proud of my bf. I feel like the luckiest girl alive just because he's mine.
- And I know he's proud of me too.
- It's more than the way we hold hands while walking, or the way he puts his hand on my waist as he stands behind me while riding escalators, the glances and the sweetest pause before he tells me "Ang swerte ko na sa dinami-dami ng lalaki sa mundo, ako pinili mo..." It's not even the words, but I know 'cos I can feel. He just got me so hooked.
- I'm still thinking about buying that Debenhams dress. I have the money. But I'm not sure if the dress is really worth its price tag.
- I am so addicted to my new bag. I think I'll buy another one on December.
- Or maybe I'll buy myself an iPhone.
- But right now, I so need a new pair of shoes.
- I have to check and re-check my monthly budget again to make sure I'll still have money spare for my savings.
- How else would I be able to buy my black FJ Cruiser if I don't start saving?
- A friend of mine read my aura and said I'll get married at age 26 or 27.
- If it's not Mon, I won't say "I do."
- I think this blog is getting so random that I want to delete everything and start all over again.
- I want to revive my Multiply account. But I have no time.
- But I always have time for Facebook. :-)
- Mon just called me up to say goodnight. So I'm calling it a day. <3
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Ikai Wong
Invisible
Wednesday, June 17 / 12:20 AM
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I really feel silly right now. I know people get what they need more than what they want, but what if I want to get what I want, as in what I really really want. And what if I don't understand myself anymore, now who would even bother?
Maybe I should stop listening to songs, they only give my thoughts another three minutes to fully sink into my head.
Congratulations. I hate this part.
Maybe I should stop listening to songs, they only give my thoughts another three minutes to fully sink into my head.
Congratulations. I hate this part.
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Ikai Wong
to do
Tuesday, June 2 / 9:22 PM
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hun.. lets do it all together... and hun pls update your checklist... love you.. muah
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4:35 AM, June 18, 2009
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Ikai Wong
Oprah Wrote This About Men
Saturday, May 30 / 5:04 PM
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If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from
heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man
before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not
treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then
he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying
when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is
you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch
of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from
his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it
against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than
you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man,
nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to
treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...
compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there
is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before
pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for
someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be
Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always
know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he
takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you
everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they
know)...
You'll make someone smile, another rethink her
choices, and another woman prepare.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from
heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man
before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not
treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then
he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying
when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is
you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch
of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from
his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it
against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than
you are...even if he has more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man,
nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to
treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...
compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there
is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before
pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...
a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for
someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be
Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always
know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he
takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you
everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other women and men (just so they
know)...
You'll make someone smile, another rethink her
choices, and another woman prepare.
Posted by:
Ikai Wong
